random nonsense

it's monday again.. and a week plus that i haven't been blogging. i have a thought to quit blogging but somehow....

anyway, weekend was not too bad lah...as usual. i was cleaning the store room the other day and took all my shoe boxes out.... not that many rite.... no, it's not.

i was around That CD Shop for lunch last friday and heard they put nice songs and went to asked which CD was it. they showed me and said it was the last piece in the shop...so just get it lah...

# i was at the money exchange counter the other day and as i was queueing, there's this auntie in front was doing some money exchange as well. then she told the man at the counter in a very loud voice and slanged her english, "i want to change to US dollar, please give me half of it in small notes". i wasn't very bother about it actually then the man told her that they don't have small notes. she kinda raise her voice at him, "don't lie to me you don't have small notes, you don't need to be so sarcastic with me, you know..... it'll be hard for me to purchase things in US when i reach there, you know...so please, i need it". i was half laughing and half rolling my eyes. then the man gave her all USD 1, she shut up, turn around and told the man who is tending the queue, "you're the most polite one here". hahahahaha....wtf !!!! these ppl never failed to impress me...... jakun betul...

fill in the gap

my blogging mood is not back yet or maybe i'm procrastinating.


# a few days ago, i was exchanging emails with a few friends and jason replied me and called me "banessa". man.... i forgotten that i have this name and how i miss it. this was originate from a korean student which me and jason used to teach and he can't pronounce v, so it sounds like b. hence, there's banessa the name.


# harper's island! I'm gonna watch this drama straight at one go or maybe over the weekend when i got the full series from a friend.


# sometimes when you know about certain things yourself but you trying to push it away or maybe trying to deny it, and someday you find yourself regretting it. the irony of it...

# sleepy...sleepy...sleepy...

# when i went for lunch this afternoon, i saw this guy wearing a really white cros... maybe it's new. i have a sudden urge to go and step on it and dirty it. geram tengok .... hahaa....

# i think msn has become more and more irritating. there is always this spam msg popping up from nowhere and crapping some stupid stuffs...

#alright, i'm really sleepy right now.....

just my opinion

one thing i admire about guys, they forget about a fight or quarrel almost instantly the next day (at least for most of the guys i know). i've been observing these for quite some time and most of my girl friends do agree with it.

i remembered once my god-brother had a quarrel with another friend of ours and i was in the middle of it. i was stunned and shocked, feeling really .. hmm... uncomfortable i suppose. so the next morning i asked my god-brother, maybe you should go apologize to him. he answered me, oh... we're fine. i went over to his room middle of last night and we ate pizzas.

haha... nice rite. i think guys like these are really cool, i mean at least they don't let their ego bothers them (again, not all guys). well, sometimes they fight and after a while, one just have to say sorry and hug each other saying... hey bro, i don't meant it just now or care for a drink? .. like nothing have ever happened. it's really funny sometimes... (to me).

i think this is something a girl should learn... it's not a girl's nature to behave this way but sometimes there are things worth to be learn from each opposite sex. maybe the're's certain things guys can learn from girls as well. i guess that's a gift for guys, if not everyone won't be talking to everyone right now.

just my opinion ...

something to blog about

i realise my blog post has been dwindling, not in the sense of number of post but in the sense of my own personal feelings. i used to write a lot about what i feel about things, despite being emo, angry or frustrated. when i read back recent past blogs, many posts are about where i went, what i did or some craps which i find it .. i just blog for the sake of blogging.

i've been avoiding to post up blogs about my inner feelings, maybe the layer of insecurities has started to build around me again. i've wrote many about it, just to find myself deleting it after all the typing. sometimes i feel bad posting it up for fear it might discourage people who are reading it. maybe that explains i've not much to blog about. i use to get frustrated over a small matter, get back home and vent my anger in blog. i've tried to do it now but i struggle with it. i've shrug off many irritations, or maybe i just don't care anymore.

it'll be so nice sitting by the beach in the evening with a few friends, sipping a few bottles of beers, watching the sunset, listening to the waves, talking nonses or just enjoying each other company till the late night, seems like there is nothing in the world to worry about. those are the scene that came back to me last night. how i miss those times. i wish i can do it again.