cupcakes

this is very ironic, one minute i thought i have nothing to worry about and another minute there are so many things flooded my mind. it has been quite some time that i've blogged like this, well, let's continue.

sometimes i miss penang. not that i don't like this place, just that, i have a special attachment to the pearl of the orient. despite the crazy drivers, the communication problem with hokkien speakers, the hot weather and whatever, they say, as long you still keep a good memory about something, it covers all fault. yea, i guess it does. i miss driving along greenland road, i miss having McD choco top in gurney - i know they have it here, it's just different, i miss the beach which i know it's not as beautiful as others, i guess i just miss everything there. sometimes tears just start to well up when i start to miss it. i know, girls are emotional.

there are times when people start to irritates me. you know when someone nagging repeatedly on your right ear and another keep talking before listening at your left ear, you can't help it but to just shut down. i'm not in the right position to judge people but i have my limits as well. i'm sick of listening to "braggers", that's the term i would use. you talk to them halfway and they cut you off, trying not to listen something that is better than theirs - sickening. i rather not talk. Empty tin makes the most noise - the phrase that best describe them. i shan't elaborate more.

a friend of mine is still in hospital receiving treatment for her leukemia. Everything happens for a reason, i always told myself instead of asking why it happen. sometimes you're just too tired to ask why and lament about it. maybe it's easier just to wait for the reason. in one sms she sent us, a patient which is diagnose of leukemia as well, told her, after all the money spent and treatment received, the doc told her she only have 6 months to live. i hope i won't hear that from her.

i know why working sucks. coz you got too many things to pay off and too many things you wanted to buy. i was in a meeting few weeks ago, meeting up with this girl from an online paper advert company. she was showing us the statistic of people reading news online. apparently, monday to friday, 9am-5am has the highest viewers. now you know what people do at work...

i feel like eating cupcakes now... sometimes i thought it's just muffins with some cream and colourful things on top.